6:37 Starbucks Cross Creek Sunrise not. Marine layer….could bust through though it doesn’t look imminent. I hope, because I’m at the wrong Starbucks for the east view. Went to the “right” Starbucks at Malibu Colony but it appears they’ve slept in this morning. I know it IS early. Ya-duh.
What? Hearing me voice things last night from the old days….racketing how I didn’t want to have to tell people what I wanted for my birthday all the time. What! Truth is I wasn’t (and apparently am not yet) open to receive gifts - others’ ideas of what to get for me wasn’t “right”. I saw “not enough” then….maybe because I apparently wasn’t enough when first one then another sister came along. Ya-duh. All this is written to see and let go – to CATCH AND RELEASE. Ah, 2 egrets fly away side-by-side – CATCH AND RELEASE. Good time for a reminder that I may have chosen these life lessons. Also that that 1-1/2 year old rug rat may have been wrong about some things. And right in the wrongness that brought the lesson– CATCH AND RELEASE. OK now I seek outside approval of all this. Which is really not the same as RELEASE – but rather more like a hand-off – or no, more like CATCH and put in the fish bowl. Note how those fishies can die in that polluted water. OK RELEASE. OK so no more words on this please. How about creating a ritual for CATCH AND RELEASE – a deliberate fantasy?
Hm, hearing from Harry Potter – to Dis-aparate, use the 3-D’s : Destination Determination Deliberation… OK Destination: RELEASE – Clearing. Seems to me I had a load of dreams last night that may help me with this.
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